Day 6

Day 6: something you would like to change about yourself

When I think about this question I have to admit that there is a lot about myself I don't like. And its not that most of it is my body or anything, like a lot of people would say. Its more what I do or don't do.

I would like to change the fact that I am so insecure. 
I want to be more confident.

I want to be stronger.

These are just three things I would like to change. It's not like I've never tried to change them, I have quiet often. It's just that I have never suceeded in changing. I have changed a lot during the past I would say 12 months. But there are still so many things which don't go right, which i am not good at and which I need to change to become the person I really want to be.

Because right now I don't make myself happy. I am not the person I want to be right now or in the future. So I guess I need to keep trying to figure out how to change the things I don't like about myself. I just hope I will be successful soon to live more the way I want to...

Oh and this song probably fits pretty perfect too and it is also one of my favorites:

The Reason by Hoobastank

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BdPflCzqYM

Day 5

Day 5: something you would change about the world

Oh that's so easy! Of course there are so typical things like ending all wars and making that everyone has enough food and water and so on. But I would change distances. I mean it is so hard to stay in touch with family and friends all over the world! I would make the world maybe not smaller but just idk make it happen that it is easier to see each other even though you are on different continents. And I would change how school works. I think there is no country I know which has a schoolsystem which I really think is useful and where you really truly learn something important and for life.

I've heard that from so many people already, from different countries and continents and that just needs to be done different! And also that its more the same everywhere so its easier to stud whereever you want and whatever you want.

Well I could find a lot more to change about the world, but let's just keep it small ;)

Day 4

Day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream

Well to answer this question I would first have to say what dream of myself we are talking about here right now..
But I guess if I would achieve one of my dreams my life would change quiet a bit. I would live in Oregon, study at a University and be able to see my friends and "family". I would know what I want to do with life, what type of job and where I would like to end up. I would feel good and happy :)
So that's basically how my life would change or be different when I would achieve my dream. Well one of my dreams

Day 3

Day 3: what you think your reason for being here is

Well normally I would say that's easy-because two people made love and I would guess you know the rest. But I don't think that is the real, or better, the only reason. One the one side there is also God and because I believe in God, I also believe that in one way or another he is a reason why I excist today.
And than I think that every person is meant to change something. In my particular situation I don't think I am gonna change the world or stuff like that, that wouldn't be realistic. But I do believe that everybody is changing the life of at least one other person and most of the time the lives of quit a few people. That doesn't always have to be in a good way. However, if I think about it it makes a lot of sense. I mean there are already so many people who have influenced my life in the good and bad. And I am thankful for both, because without them I wouldn't be the person I am today. So when I think about the reason why I am here I think and hope that its because I am meant to change something, someone's life. And of course I hope just for the good. :)
I could list so many people right now who I truly believe of that I was the reason they are in this world. I mean not just because of me, but parts of it. They are here to influence my life. So I am here to influence theirs. I influence the lives of my friends and family, my boyfriend, people in school. I am here to be there for them. I have always thought of me as a person who puts others first. So I am here to always have an open ear and a shoulder to cry on. To always put a smile on their face and to give them a hug whenever they need it. So I would say that's pretty much why I excist and I just hope its true the way I think and I believe in what I just wrote...

Day 2

Day 2: something that’s illegal but you think it should be legal

Hmm wow already the second day-topic is pretty hard, because I really have to think about this. But I guess that's what it's all about right?!
I have to be honest, I really can't think of anything. I mean there are probably a thousand things what I could write, but nothing comes to my mind. There are people who would write they would leaglize weed. Or voting under the age of 18. Or idk.. But nothing really bothers me, or I just can't think of it right now. But I mean there are also things that are legal that should probably be illegal if you turn the question around. I would have to think about that also. I guess I am living in a country where there is not a law that I think is really stupid or bothering me so much that I could think about it right away. Well if I would still live in the US I would probably write "drinking under the age of 21". I mean seriously, who??? cares about that law. If people didn't drink by that age they are probably not gonna start.. But yeah that's not the topic now so I better stop talking about that before I write too much haha... 

Day 1

Day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself

Well I guess there is a lot I could talk about to this topic, but let's keep it a little short. My hopes for the next year are that I get my life straight, find out what I wanna do, where I wanna go. It kind of goes together with my dreams I would say. I have a dream that I will finally find out who I want to be in my life. My plans are to go back to America to see my friends and "family" over there and to do a good job in school.. But there is more to it than just these few things, it goes deeper with my thoughts. But the problem about this is, that I don't really know myself what my hopes, dreams and plans are hahaha.. I guess that is something else I should figure out. 

Oh and I have to put a picture of myself to this text. 

This is a picture of my favorite Vietnamese girly and me, she is one of the most important people in my life and she is very much included in my hopes, dreams and plans. I want to see her as soon as possible and she is influencing me with her opinion about myself and what I do a lot. <3